Where in the ??

Okay... I have a very good excuse for not "blogging" the last 3 weeks Ive been so crook, the first two weeks I thought it was just a really severe head cold, finally dragged my sorry ass to the dr who kindly told me I had pneumonia. Off to get a chest xray and geeze that showed some big white areas where big balls of phlegm decieded to attach itself to my lungs... not nice and Im telling you right now it was fuckin painful. Last wed ben took me to er because i couldnt drag my ass of the bathroom floor because it just hurt to much to breath. We got sent home from er.... misdiagnosed.. not happy! Anyhow, a week on the good drugs and Im almost back to my normal self, still get the flushes of hot sweats and my mojo hasnt quite returned but Its not far of I know, its in the dying stages... what a head fuck. What low immunity gets you I guess. My birthday on Monday and I just cant wait. Coz bens bday is 3wks away we've decieded to go halves in a barrier reef snorkelling day cruise. They are pricey but Ive heard worth every penny. We werent going to take mj and cj but I just dont think I could do it without them. They would just love it so they are coming aswell. Plus we're going to thailand next year and we arent taking them there so I guess makes me feel a little better.
We head to groote tues afternoon for 2 nights to check the place out, we're staying at the resort that is there and its soo nice, im going to take so many pics, mostly to show the kids so they have a idea of what the place looks like. Im still pinning everything on Ben getting it and its looking so good right now.
Im a little stressed about rach looking after the kids, if she'll be okay. Im sure she will. Ill have everything ready for her. It will be the first major time away from the twins since they were in hospital. Im a litte nervous.
Apart from all that everything is about normal here, same old same old. Ben weight loss is 1kg of 30. Im so proud of him. Im officialy over 10! I went and got afew tops the other day and a 12 is almost to big! Im so surprised Im sticking to the gym, its been afew weeks since ive been coz i been sick but i just cant wait to get back. I just love it so much.
I cant believe im going to be 28. I feel like at least 35. Maybe its having the twins. Its making me feel older than I am. Stress I guess.
They are doing so well, Brodie is climbing everything and anything and gets shitty is he cant get higher. He just wont be happy til he is walking. Rori is just a diva and has a smile that is so mishevious. She dances in her walker and is army crawling everywhere. Quite fast! They both still chase me when I vaccum which is just not cute anymore!!
Mj has locked herself in her room with her veronicas cd blaring..... I think she is playing bratz. Her imagination never fails to amaze me. She can play like that for hours.
Callum is outside doing who knows what, he still wears just his jox and is always making something.
They had their school disco last night and were so excited. Got all jazzed up and they had their $10 to buy glo sticks and drinks and food. I missed them though. They had a awesome time.
So anyhow i best get to it, ben needs a hand feeding a baby. I just cant wait til they can hold their own bottles.... they are one next month.... can you believe it??
xxxx