So.. ben left today.. and you guessed it.. im sad. Walking around the house with the biggest frown, wanting to burst into tears sad... Its not a nice feeling to drop him of at the airport and then come home to a empty house that when he is home is full of fun, laughter and a very relaxed mum... I still try hard to give the kids those things when ben is away but its really hard when the one person you lean on for support just isnt around. So now Im counting down til he comes home next Wed lunch time... bring it on and fast I say..
I do have alot planned this week so hopefully that makes it go quicker, tomorrow if I could be bothered I have to do a grocery shop ( always fun with 4.. its not the shopping bit its bringing it inside!) Friday Im meeting some other mums at lollipops ( the awesome indoor play cafe here) and going to the gym... im hoping sunday i have the first consult for my make over then monday twins in care, tues is gym and wed ben is home.... so i hopefully it goes fast...
My remission didnt last long, im back on the steroids again, ive started to wonder if ill ever be able to get of meds again. Its not looking to good at all. This disease is really starting to shit me..... literally!!!!
Well my whinge here is done for now, Ive sorted all callums clothes out, he had so many and majority were way to small for him, brought in the clothes now i gotta start tea and all that fun stuff...
nite
xx
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