Geeze, how time flies.. it really does... too bad it doesnt when its bad.... but tomorrow Ben is of to work again, for 8 nights...... i hate it so much but it's abit more happier this time around as when he gets back he has his next interveiw for groote.. please keep your fingers crossed for us!!
So what have we done this week??? Got on the piss alot of it actually. I needed to unwind and relax so for the first 4 nights ben was home, i got tipsy drunk! and it was great.. no hangover but still relaxed enough to have a good giggle! We havent done alot and its been awesome, just spent time together as a family. Went to the gym a whole lot ( for something different) now I prefer it when Ben is there......
We took the twins to a park with birds and got bombarded by them because I fed them bread and it cracked the twins up, that was a great moment, something made them laugh that much and it wasnt us! they are really turning into little people now. thank god.
I won something... OMG i won something!! I won a makeover in the townsville eye, its a magazine that comes out in Wednesdays paper, everyone reads it!! And im going to be in it as the August make over and I dont care what anyone says I fricken deserve it!!! I get my hair, make up done whole new style aswell!! ( im kinda hoping short) and I get a shopping spree for 3 outfits... casual, after 5 and formal and a photo shoot.... how awesome is that??? I just cant wait. Im waiting to hear when I can do the 2hour assesement first... have to be when ben is home..
So finally life is starting to look up for us, Im really starting to enjoy what I have here ( minus the up all night crap by myself) a loving family, great kids who are just amazing, 2 gorgeous babies and a husband who does absolutly everything for me when he is home so I can take it easy before he goes back.... and he is looking for jobs everywhere so we can live together again... i am realizing that I have a pretty darn good life. Even though sometimes it doesnt seem like that because ben works away... but not for long!!
Ben reminded me that next year we go to thailand with lisa and adam,be like a second honey moon for us.... we arent taking the kids!! we have a wedding in adel in nov we are really looking forward to and a wedding in melb early next year we are really looking forward to aswell.
Im on a high today and not quite sure what to do with myself.... ( okay im going to the gym!!!) im bummed ben goes tomorrow dont get me wrong but im happier knowing its only a matter of months and we could be outta this hole and on a tropical island.....
Well i best get to it, i have so many phone calls to make this morning.... dentist, specialist ( ive relapsed with my disease again... I think I jinxed myself but the steroids give me that energy i really need) wch in adel for callums kidneys and i have a girls night out next week in town i have to rsvp for...
take care
much luff
em
xxx
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