Chin Up...

I was talking to my most awesome cousin Sarah last night, who told me to keep my chin up.. she is such a down to earth caring person, I really do luff her.. so when I was doing my chin ups today I was definetly thinking of her!!
I went to the gym still in a fowl mood but really found I pushed myself so much harder because of my sappy mood. I belted out 25 pushups before starting to shake... I remember when I could only do 4 then collapse. They are really hard and I really had no upper body strength at all. Now Im beginning to get some nice "guns" hahaha.
Theres alot of prissys that go to my gym. They even go in makeup. I figure because alot of army guys go there that they want to pick up. I think they forget its a gym. People go there to sweat and smell. Geeze I go with hairy legs... .... well noone is going to get up and close to me at the gym are they??? It does make me laugh though, watching them try to attempt the machinery.. equipment what ever they call the stuff you use to get muscles and stuff. They struggle and its funny. Im not a prissy and Im not into makeup so its great to see them fail at something...
Im determined today and tonight to have a good night. I just have to. It's getting to draining having bad ones all the time. Though I have to admit because it's friday night and Mj and Cj dont have school tomorrow they can stay up just a tad later so I don't have to be so routined and on the ball. It's okay to take it easy and eat when eat and bath when it comes around.
We dont have much planned for the weekend, bens working away so I lay pretty low, its a little hard to get out with all 4 and keep tabs on them, I can do it if I have to but I dont go out of my way. So we will make some home made chicken soup tomorrow and watch movies all weekend... sounds good to me!
I just worked out, I changed 6 pooey nappies today..... and thats not including the wet ones inbetween.. man. thats alot. I go through about 12 nappies a day, 8 bottles a day depending can be more. Starting to go through 3 cans of food a day. And then there is clothes shopping... argg these babies just keep growing!! Heres a bullshit fact for everyone, with the government we arent classified as a multiple family because we only had 2 babies at once, you have to have triplets to be classified as a multiple birth.. how fucked is that... we miss out on so many benefits.
anyhow, my beautiful older cherubs will be home any minute and I just cant wait to see them. Its always such a rush in the mornings.
Take Care
xxxxx