My First....

Wow.
My first ever online blog that isnt related to a social network. I figure so many of my friends have online blogs that I enjoy reading all the time that I might do one aswell. Life is going so fast and so little time and blogs are just the perfect way to keep people in the know about what your up too and whats going on. Especially when my hands are constantly full and time is limited.
So.. life for us is okay. Not great but okay. Who wouldnt change a aspect of your life??? Nobodys life is perfect and its just foolish to project that to the world. Your only kidding yourself.
I wish that I could change the last year. Take it all back. Not the twins but everything else. Im looking forward to moving on from Townsville. Im happy but could be happier. I miss my friends so frickin much it hurts and I miss family. It killed me when Bens parents left and then when Kells left. I knew we were missing out on so much. That they are missing out on so much. It would be nice to fast forward 6 years.. we'll be in Stansbury running a deli and I reckon life will be pretty sweet. I'd be a Nurse by then, twins will be at school. All good.
It's quiet at the moment, a rarity, both Brodie and Rori are taking there afternoon sleeps and I know I should be too... It's hard to sleep through the day. Especially when I have washing, dishes, cleaning, studying or gym to do in the mean time, oh and theres facebook and blogs to read. So much and not enough time.
At 3.30 mj and cj will walk through the door and I just love hearing about their day. I love listening to Callum sing his new songs and love hearing about what Mj has learnt today... shit i forgot to send a reciepe to school with her this morning.. Im in trouble tonight......
They are a outstanding help when Ben works away. If we didnt have the twins it wouldnt be so bad having ben work away but with two babies it is double everything... mostly its okay but its more tiring.
Mj is now 8, it hurt a little that some people forgot especially when I make such a effort to remember other peoples kids birthdays. Really honestly Im sick of wasting the limited time I have on people who just cant return it. I know people are busy and stuff but geeze.
I dont know who will find this interesting, I guess for me its a release. I get to off load whats goin on in my life and stuff. As time goes on I guess it will get better. I can talk for ages, about anything, my gift to you!!
So I guess I'll leave it here for the first blog. I didnt really need to introduce myself as well those reading will already know me and my life so far.
Take Care
Emma n co!
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