Ick.

Thought Id get me and the kids pizza for tea because its coldish ( i know... not as cold as SA..... but ive adjusted to the heat and there is no sun so its cold) and its been raining for days.. thanks for sending it up here... but i had one peice and i feel gross and oily it did taste unreal though, bbq meat lovers double topping by eagle boys.. yummo... i think the healthy lifestyle ben and i have been living for the last 5months ( and we've both dropped some serious weight..me 10kgs and ben over 25kgs!) having that take away stuff just really doesnt sit well.
Ben looks so different but so good. He's shrinking away and last week i was looking at his arms thinking where have they gone?? i think my bingo arms are bigger... speaking of bingo arms... ive been at the gym for months now, 3 or 4 to be almost exact and i still have bingo flappy arms.. its shitting me and i dont know how to get rid of them.. ive started to get a 6pack outline amidst my little post baby pouch... today really hurt at the gym actually but no prissys to entertain me.... im really proud of how i look 9months after having twins. Its been hard work and ive stunk alot but its been worth it.
Ive been trying to play spyro, callums alittle ahead of me and boy is he good at it. very frustrating have a loud 5yr old tell you what to do in a video game.. esp spyro.
So.. ive been doing alot of studying the last few days, the twins were in child care yesterday and it made it alot easier to concentrate. I wrote 3 essays and im stuck on my 4th.. and i still have 11 mini ones to go...... luckily my hair is falling out ( i suffer from some hormone thing after having babies that my hair falls out but it does grow back....) or id be pulling it out!!!
Speaking of health.. and I dont want to jinx myself I am FINALLY BACK IN REMISSION for my disease, its only been about 4months or so.... numerous trips to the dr lots of meds and days where i wanted to just die. Because I have a auto immune disease when i fall out of remission I catch anything and everything its so disheartening and painful and all that junk but hey look at me now!! think my only complaint is well nothing!!!! HAHA finally!! im all good and im just so happy... having a disease is complicated, consuming and depressive. Especially when people just dont understand or assume you are making it up, exagerating ( i know i spelt that wrong) or just simply dont care. I have to go have a lovely colonoscopy this year ( ive been avoiding it) but because i am now classified high risk bowel cancer i cant really escape it.. its such a lovely relaxing thing to have done............
ben is home tomorrow night for 6 days.. i just cant wait, we dont have alot planned which is great, we're going out to lunch monday with a couple up the road but thats about the extent of it.
i escaped the dentist this week but have to go next week, i still have to go back about 3times... i hate the dentist so much but i need to have work done so bad.. spewing for over half the preg really ruined my teeth both colour and density. sucks.
well. my lovelys.. im signing out to go play with my bubbas, callums making a magazine(!) mj is floating around, brodie is still trying to work out the crawling thing and rori is chasing anyone she can in her walker..... just a insight into my day....
take care
xxxx